Dear ______,

*Dear Bestfriend,
Where would i be without you? How could i ever thank you? Do you realize the impact you've made on my life? I will never forget you. Words cannot express.

*Dear Parents,
Thank you for being there for me in ways that no one else ever can. I know that you always will be(: I am so incredibly lucky to have been blessed with such amazing parents. The smartest decision i ever made was to put my trust in you. Because no one cares about me as much as you do. Thank you for the sacrifices you make for me, including the ones i don't notice(: You mean the world to me.

*Dear Ex,
There are lots and lots of really awful things i could write here... But i won't. Simply because i really owe you a big THANK YOU. You helped me to grow up... And realize who i do and don't want to date. I don't regret anything. I wouldn't be who i am today if it weren't for the influence you had on my life.

*Dear World,
You have NO idea how hard it can be to be IN you... but not OF you. Frankly, you suck(: No... In all truth, i'm thankful for the struggle. Every trial is a blessing. So i'm grateful for all the MANY MANY trials you provide me(;

*Dear Life,
I'm so happy that you keep me busy(: I don't know what i'd do with myself if i didn't have a crazy life. Yeah, sometimes it sucks. But i consider myself lucky. Its funny, i feel like the more i learn about you, the more i realize that i just don't know anything. Aaand the more it makes me want to learn(: Gotta love how that works out. God must be a genius to put together a life like mine(;

*Dear Me,
Learn to take your own advice(;

I'm not giving up yet.

Yep. This is me, telling whoever is bored enough to read this that i am the worlds worst blogger. I reeeaaally need to work on that, i know(:
Can I just say... I LOOOVE Christmas break. So very much. Its been the greatest thing in the world to have some time to myself. I've had lots of fun with family and friends. Last night especially HAPPY NEW YEARS, by the way(:
So, there's this kid, and he loves great music and he showed my a really fabulous artist named NEWTON FAULKNER. If you need something to listen to, look him up. You'll die, for real. AAAAnyway(: One of his songs is called I'm Not Giving Up Yet. Here's a little bit of my favorite lyrics(:
I'll show you how we are made,
one thing is for sure, that is we are not the same,
some of us destroy anything that in our way, 
while some of us would rather die, than cause another person pain,
thats why im not giving up yet ,
no im not giving up yet, 

Becuase were capable of so much more, 
than the statistics on the news,
if we dont wanna fight anymore,then its up to us to choose
thats why im not giving up yet,
no im not giving up yet, 

Hold on to it, the truth that you find,
its so hard these days to tell right from wrong and wrong from right, 
but im not giving up yet, no im not giving up just yet.


Okay, so truthfully that basically the lyrics to the whole song...But HEY! Look it up, its beautiful. I love the message this song sends. I love songs like this that aren't really about love or girls or money or awful disgusting things. This song make me happy, because it really is GOOD. Look up, dare ya!;)


If you are still reading through this post... Well first of all, thanks. Second of all, you should know that you should never ever EVER let anyone or anything hold you back from your true potential.Sometimes it seems like we're stuck and the only ways out or painful way and it would be easier to stay stuck than to make a painful move. I've been there. But without the pain, we can't know full joy. Sure, its gonna suck, you're gonna hate it, and you're gonna want to back down. But it WILL be worth it. Maybe not in this life but i GUARANTEE that it will be worth it in the next. And that is more important that anything you could ever be blessed with in this life. I know it. You are important, and you are of worth. Never let anyone tell you otherwise, and if they do, DON'T let them hold you back. We are the future. Every. Single. Decision you make right now will have an effect on your life at some point or another. And i don't know about you, but i would rather it be a positive effect. Don't people get you down. Don't give up.


Would you like to hear my New Years Resolution? Would ya? Yeahhhh, i would too. The problem is, i just don't have one yet. I have a buuunch of idea of what i'd like to do but nothing real solid yet. Any ideas? What are your Resolutions this year, hmmm? Lemme know(: 


Well, i hope you lived through that(: And i'm AWFULLY sorry if you didn't;) I hope you have a fabulous day! 

Sometimes, I like having a crazy life.

Lately, I've had SO much to do. It seems like if I do find time to just sit, my brain is trying to plot out just what I need to do next. I'm not complaining; after all, I signed myself up for all of this. In fact, I'm doing the opposite of complaining. I love my crazy busy life. I like always having something to do, a goal to achieve, standards I need to meet. It makes me feel good, like I'm actually needed for something. And I enjoy that.

Recently I decided that life is too short to be grumpy. If we are always upset about whats going on...Or whats not going on, we'll never realize what we're missing out on. Things go on around us ALL the time, we need to stop and realize that even if things may be falling apart for us, the world till goes on. In my opinion, its better to move with the world than to sit in our own little corner of pity and wait for someone to shove us into motion again. Happiness is a choice. No one can make you happy, unless you want to be. No one can make you feel one way or another, unless you let them. For example, if I tell you that you're pretty every day for the rest of your life, you will never ever think you're pretty unless you CHOOSE to believe me. What happens in your life may not be something you decided, but your attitude towards it, is a decision only you can make. I know so many fantastic people that, though their lives are a lot less than fabulous, they never miss a beat. They are happy ALL the time. And sure, everyone has a breaking point. But just because you broke, doesn't mean you should take a lifetime to fix it. I know some things take longer to fix than others, but I think we all know how much time is reasonable. (I'm NOT trying to bag on anyone, I'm just expressing thoughts, I think a lot!) Life moves on, whether you move with it or not is all up to you.

If you even know me (you don't even have to know me well) you know that I love music. My whole life seems to revolve around it. At the moment, I'm in three choirs. Yes, i understand I am a major nerd, I'm okay with that(: My most favorite choir is my Madrigals choir. There are 25 of us in the choir and we are like one big happy, singing, dancing, acting, piano playing, CRAZY family. There is almost nothing i love more then spending time with these wonderful people. I love them(:

So, in short. My life is crazy, i love it. Life is about happiness, not self pity. And music is my life.... I've now realized that this was all just one big post about life(: Love it!

People.

I find people entertaining. The different ways they function, and think. And today, i got the chance to talk with one of the people i'm closest with for a little over an hour. He has the most wonderful insights and beliefs of the world... Everytime i talk with him, i learn something new. I love it! He has helped me through SO much. I couldn't have asked for a better best friend. I just want him to know that, and to tell him thank you.

I've learned never to expect anything.

You know those days.
When you wake up and go
"Oh, crap. Today is gonna suck"
"What a way to start my morning"
"Don't i already have enough to worry about?"
Yeah. That was my day today.

You know those days when everything goes right?
When you can't help but smile and say
"I love my life"
"Today was perfect"
"I couldn't ask for anything better"
"How did i get so lucky?"
Yeah. That was my day today.

How did complete opposites happen
on the same day?
To tell you the truth I DON'T KNOW.
But, i loved it.
And i'm so happy(:

Hello, my name is World's Worst Blogger. Ever.

Yeah, hey.
What do you think of when you hear the word home? Well, i used to not be SUPER thrilled when i heard it. It was just simply home. The place where i ate and slept. And that was about it. Now, after being away for the summer, i have begun to seriously appreciate it more. Like, WAY more. Home is everything to me. Its where i can relax, where i can be myself, where my family and friends are, its where i can be myself.
I have loved being in Logan, but i am ready to be home, for good. And I'm so glad that i get to be there tomorrow!

The BATC has been...And experience to say the least. I have learned a lot. And i really did like it. Granted, it is NOT what i thought it would be. Like, at all. But it was good for me. And I'm glad that i decided to do it. I'm looking forward to all the new things I'm going to be learning. This school is going to be rough, but I'm prepared and i plan to make the best of it. I'm sure i will have the time of my life(:

I don't how many of you know me extremely well, but i am incredibly indecisive. I hate making decisions. Recently, i have been faced with a pretty tough one having to do with some friends of mine. I've been really stressed about it. I need to know whether to burn the already mangled bridge, or try and begin to rebuild it. I know its been said that we all lose friends along the way, but this has been hard for me. Any advice on good decision making? I'd SO appreciate it.

Well, i can't think of much else to say. (:
-Bridgette

Ten Truths...

Sooo...Today is 10 truths Tuesday. So, here are my truths!
1- I absolutely love pineapple.
2- I've recently discovered that i love to sew.
3- I hate getting ready. Hate it. I seem to constantly wear T-shirts with no make-up and my hair on top of my head.
4- I never ever sleep well.
5- Music is what keeps me going. I would not be who i am today without it.
6- I have the BEST friends. Ever. No battles.
7- I am a Mormon, and proud to say so.
8- I really don't like driving. It scares me!
9- I am addicted to food(:
10- I have the worst anxiety. Ever.

Aaand there you have it(: Hopefully i will post more later....Hopefully;)