Lately, I've had SO much to do. It seems like if I do find time to just sit, my brain is trying to plot out just what I need to do next. I'm not complaining; after all, I signed myself up for all of this. In fact, I'm doing the opposite of complaining. I love my crazy busy life. I like always having something to do, a goal to achieve, standards I need to meet. It makes me feel good, like I'm actually needed for something. And I enjoy that.
Recently I decided that life is too short to be grumpy. If we are always upset about whats going on...Or whats not going on, we'll never realize what we're missing out on. Things go on around us ALL the time, we need to stop and realize that even if things may be falling apart for us, the world till goes on. In my opinion, its better to move with the world than to sit in our own little corner of pity and wait for someone to shove us into motion again. Happiness is a choice. No one can make you happy, unless you want to be. No one can make you feel one way or another, unless you let them. For example, if I tell you that you're pretty every day for the rest of your life, you will never ever think you're pretty unless you CHOOSE to believe me. What happens in your life may not be something you decided, but your attitude towards it, is a decision only you can make. I know so many fantastic people that, though their lives are a lot less than fabulous, they never miss a beat. They are happy ALL the time. And sure, everyone has a breaking point. But just because you broke, doesn't mean you should take a lifetime to fix it. I know some things take longer to fix than others, but I think we all know how much time is reasonable. (I'm NOT trying to bag on anyone, I'm just expressing thoughts, I think a lot!) Life moves on, whether you move with it or not is all up to you.
If you even know me (you don't even have to know me well) you know that I love music. My whole life seems to revolve around it. At the moment, I'm in three choirs. Yes, i understand I am a major nerd, I'm okay with that(: My most favorite choir is my Madrigals choir. There are 25 of us in the choir and we are like one big happy, singing, dancing, acting, piano playing, CRAZY family. There is almost nothing i love more then spending time with these wonderful people. I love them(:
So, in short. My life is crazy, i love it. Life is about happiness, not self pity. And music is my life.... I've now realized that this was all just one big post about life(: Love it!
