Dear ______,

*Dear Bestfriend,
Where would i be without you? How could i ever thank you? Do you realize the impact you've made on my life? I will never forget you. Words cannot express.

*Dear Parents,
Thank you for being there for me in ways that no one else ever can. I know that you always will be(: I am so incredibly lucky to have been blessed with such amazing parents. The smartest decision i ever made was to put my trust in you. Because no one cares about me as much as you do. Thank you for the sacrifices you make for me, including the ones i don't notice(: You mean the world to me.

*Dear Ex,
There are lots and lots of really awful things i could write here... But i won't. Simply because i really owe you a big THANK YOU. You helped me to grow up... And realize who i do and don't want to date. I don't regret anything. I wouldn't be who i am today if it weren't for the influence you had on my life.

*Dear World,
You have NO idea how hard it can be to be IN you... but not OF you. Frankly, you suck(: No... In all truth, i'm thankful for the struggle. Every trial is a blessing. So i'm grateful for all the MANY MANY trials you provide me(;

*Dear Life,
I'm so happy that you keep me busy(: I don't know what i'd do with myself if i didn't have a crazy life. Yeah, sometimes it sucks. But i consider myself lucky. Its funny, i feel like the more i learn about you, the more i realize that i just don't know anything. Aaand the more it makes me want to learn(: Gotta love how that works out. God must be a genius to put together a life like mine(;

*Dear Me,
Learn to take your own advice(;

I'm not giving up yet.

Yep. This is me, telling whoever is bored enough to read this that i am the worlds worst blogger. I reeeaaally need to work on that, i know(:
Can I just say... I LOOOVE Christmas break. So very much. Its been the greatest thing in the world to have some time to myself. I've had lots of fun with family and friends. Last night especially HAPPY NEW YEARS, by the way(:
So, there's this kid, and he loves great music and he showed my a really fabulous artist named NEWTON FAULKNER. If you need something to listen to, look him up. You'll die, for real. AAAAnyway(: One of his songs is called I'm Not Giving Up Yet. Here's a little bit of my favorite lyrics(:
I'll show you how we are made,
one thing is for sure, that is we are not the same,
some of us destroy anything that in our way, 
while some of us would rather die, than cause another person pain,
thats why im not giving up yet ,
no im not giving up yet, 

Becuase were capable of so much more, 
than the statistics on the news,
if we dont wanna fight anymore,then its up to us to choose
thats why im not giving up yet,
no im not giving up yet, 

Hold on to it, the truth that you find,
its so hard these days to tell right from wrong and wrong from right, 
but im not giving up yet, no im not giving up just yet.


Okay, so truthfully that basically the lyrics to the whole song...But HEY! Look it up, its beautiful. I love the message this song sends. I love songs like this that aren't really about love or girls or money or awful disgusting things. This song make me happy, because it really is GOOD. Look up, dare ya!;)


If you are still reading through this post... Well first of all, thanks. Second of all, you should know that you should never ever EVER let anyone or anything hold you back from your true potential.Sometimes it seems like we're stuck and the only ways out or painful way and it would be easier to stay stuck than to make a painful move. I've been there. But without the pain, we can't know full joy. Sure, its gonna suck, you're gonna hate it, and you're gonna want to back down. But it WILL be worth it. Maybe not in this life but i GUARANTEE that it will be worth it in the next. And that is more important that anything you could ever be blessed with in this life. I know it. You are important, and you are of worth. Never let anyone tell you otherwise, and if they do, DON'T let them hold you back. We are the future. Every. Single. Decision you make right now will have an effect on your life at some point or another. And i don't know about you, but i would rather it be a positive effect. Don't people get you down. Don't give up.


Would you like to hear my New Years Resolution? Would ya? Yeahhhh, i would too. The problem is, i just don't have one yet. I have a buuunch of idea of what i'd like to do but nothing real solid yet. Any ideas? What are your Resolutions this year, hmmm? Lemme know(: 


Well, i hope you lived through that(: And i'm AWFULLY sorry if you didn't;) I hope you have a fabulous day!